Putri Widyawati

Reunited.

2008-10-12T17:16:18Z

So everything thats been happening in my life has just been really too much for me, and I don't really know how to handle it and who to tell so I decided that this is a good place to let it out. I broke up with George last night. I still don't know whether it was the right thing to do or if it was a mistake. Last night, I was out at Kevin's house with Mo and Amber and I think things went a bit too far and I feel really guilty. I thought George..

I'll write later, I need to get ready to go somewhere.

AWESOME!

2007-02-06T00:18:56Z

omg...today was soo amazing..yet frustrating...lol...so yeah we did nothing during the day..only like the science challenge thing.so we were put in groups and yeah we had to build a chair thingy right and ours looks soo demented...lol.well yeah throught the project it was all jokes with vanessa.Lol.like we would take the long wood and put it through the string thingy...it was funnyyy...and yeah our chair needed cushioning right...so i alright since we dunt have any let me just take some from my bra..lol.and i think i said it too loud.and yeah during lunch i pulled her chair when she was about to sit down and fell flat on her face...lol.and yeah by the end of lunch i kept on swearing and yelling cuz i knew we werent nearly finished our project...lol.like we didnt have the commercial...the presentation or our chair done...lol.well yeah i didnt really care cuz wahever we did we always laguhed at something...nasty...and yeah after we were presenting our religion the teacher was talking and then i see aaron draw eyes and lips in orange so i whispered to him that hw was a pervert and yeah he said something back...too loud..and the teacher was like aaron stop fliriting!u dunt want me to move you again!so then the whole class turns back to us..(cuz we sit all the way at the back)and then matt started to whistle...lol.so im like...uh...um...and yeah it was weird...and then when we were bout to put our chair up to go home...i kept calling him a perv..and he kept hitting me with the cushion thingy he had and there was only a few people in the class and one of them was my friend vanessa and patrick...and when i saw patrick i felt guilty...so i stopped hitting aaron back,put my chair up quickly and left...then when i come to put my books in my bag vanessa comes up to me and say "aww i saw u guys flirting...its love" then im like omg were just friends...like cant friends play around?lol.yeah so they were teasing me bout that "incident" but like hes taken theyre soo stupid..lol.nways yeah that was my day.plus i gots my report card:)i didnt do great but not bad either.my average was 73...and yeah i was really suprised that i gots a 78 in gym..lol.considering the fact that i hate gym..lol.nways yeah plus i cant wait until march break!!!imma see all my BESTEST!CANT WAIT!and were gonna have candy grams...lol not sending any to anyone.fcuk that shit man...its a watse of money...i can just buy some from dollarama and send it to my friends.it be cheaper...nways yeah i dunt know why but im not really that CRAZY bout guys as i used to be...weird huh?but yeah im just really focused on skool,friends and fam...love these 3 more than anything.from now on just gonna enjoy live with what i have and stop worrying bout guys and their stupidities...like their always making you think that they like u or wahever yet they never make a fcukin move...so yeah wahever fcuk guys...++++its freezinnngg right now!

AWESOME!

2007-02-06T00:18:10Z

YAY!!!

2007-01-23T02:30:24Z

omg!i cant believe all that listening in history class made me get an A!omg its been sucha long time since ive seen an A on any of my history mark.and and i got an A on my math test too!:)lol.im so gonna be on the honor roll at grad!lol.well yeah i never knew listenning in class can help your mark:pim soo happy!yay!lol

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2006-12-25T05:47:34Z

MERRY CHRISTMAS PEOPLE!OMG!LOL IM SOO HYPER AND I DIDNT EVEN DRINK ANY SUGAR OR ANYHTING..NWAYS YEAH I THINK THIS IS GONNA BE A QUIET CHRISTMAS BUT GOOD ONE ALSO.I CANT WAIT TILL BOXING DAY!EVEN THOUGH I ONLY HAVE $10 TO SPEND.I KNOW SAD..:(.nways wish u all get wah u want.i know i did..except for the greyhound tickets and HIM;)

distraction.

2006-12-23T00:13:29Z

Today was all good.did nothing in skool except played games.ahah i was undefeatable in guess who.and then ppl kept on saying i cheated..or i rigged it..like how can i?so they kept on telling me to play until they won.lol.losers..nways yeah played uno too with nicole karaa lyndsay and vanessa.it was fun.i kept on winning first place until like the third round when i started suckin..lol.and during the whole day i kept on thinking about wah the gurls said.."he thinks ur really pretty","ur veryy lucky he likes u","he doesnt usually say that bout anyone".so i kept thinking bout it over and over again..and i kept on staring at him...and how he smiles.i mean i just feel soo...i mean i never felt that way bout a guy smile b4.and how hes so diffrent with u and other ppl...like whenever im near him it feels so weird..and like ive had feelings since the time we went to the mall.but i gave up cuz i knew i didnt have a chance with him...but now..i dunt know..and i hate it when this things happend cuz then i get distracted and i lose my concetration in my school work.i mean..ugh!im so confused.i mean just cuz he said i was really pretty doesnt mean he likes me..does it?

Any advice?=S

WOW..shocked..

2006-12-21T21:33:59Z

so today was the dance...and like yeah.it was very shocking to me.cuz u know.i was going to ask this guy name tomek at the last slow dance but then like 4 songs b4 the dance was over all these gurls from my grade came up to me and started asking me if i liked pat(patrick)then im like "um..i dunt know.."but then theyre like well he thinks ur hot.go ask him to dance.then im like no..then theyre like well he wants to dance with u..but he thinks ur gonna say no..then im like oh..so i asked him when they played the last slow song.and then the dj's made up a game called "snowball" so wat u have to do is when ur dancing with someone and when they say snowball u have to swtich partner.so when i was dancing with pat it was really..lol i cant say.but we were dancing the dj said "snowball" like 2 times and we didnt switch!lol.even though we were supposed to.i tired letting go the first time but then he didnt..so when they said it the third time this gurl name taylor cut in..so i just let go..lol.she ruined it!lol.jk.but seriouslyy i wouldnt never have guessed that he liked me.i mean i dunt like him but i liked his best friend!lol.but didnt get to dance with my "crush"isnt it funny how u always like someone and they dunt like u back but someone else likes u..lol.well it was good dancing with pat:Dlol.i can never picture us together though..like were soo diffrent...

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2006-12-17T18:57:26Z

omg!im soo boredd right now..got nothing to do and no where to go..*sigh*just watching marmalade boy..the re-runs..sad.wished i could have been at erika's parrttyy...ugh..skool 2morrow.only looking foward to seeing his face:)maybe thats the only reason why i actually wanna go to skool.well at least thats why im..nvm.nways 5 days of skool and then its break...still dunt have anything to do for break.ugh!!wanna go bak so bad but nah ill wait.

Laziiiinesss

2006-12-06T22:39:24Z

omg.im feeling so lazy rite now its not even like funny.sriously like i never do my hw anymore and like i dunt know i never feel like doing anything.like at skool i can like never like concetrate.but the weird thing is i dunt even like know wah im like thinkin bout.im like really lost.and at home im like not even interested in the tv anymore like i usually did.and the computer well i dunt know i just cant find anything to do on it so there like no point to go on it...and like i dunt know i read and stuff but im not really interested like i used to.and ddr...well i dunt im just too lazyy.so i dunt know wah i can do.im so confused.i mean everyday my schedule is the same.wake up,eat,get ready,skool,home,eat,tv,hw,tv,pc,eat,sleep.then over and over again.like can it get more boring?*sigh*

Which HSM character are you?

The Networker, Ryan

You can navigate any level of your school's social strata thanks to your expert sweet-talking skills. You love nothing more than figuring out what makes someone tick so you can get what you want, but sometimes it gets you in trouble because people think you're only looking to benefit yourself. Use your persuasive observation skills to figure out how to benefit others, and you'll find your social circle growing bigger--and stronger--by the second.

is that true???

Christmas list.

2006-12-03T22:28:31Z

hmm lets see i dunt really know wah i want for christmas...lol not like last year i wanted lie eevryhting.but yeah i dunt really knwo wah i want.hmm..alot of ppl want a digital camera but i already have.some want a cell phone and i already have too and trust me its not that interesting.and some want an ipod or wahver but i already have something like it and i dunt really want a ipod anyways.well i think this is wah i want.not alot like u greedy peoples!XDlol.jk

-greyhoud tickets to toronto.
-ugg boots
-shoes,shoes&shoes!
-rocawear,puma,baby phat,louis vuitton belts.u know the one with their logo in the middle and its like studded with rhinesstone.its so hot.
-sweaters
-&contact lens!

like i know i wont get the tickets and the contact lens but i should get the rest...i think.is that even too much to ask for?

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2006-12-02T21:11:11Z

Laundrying.

2006-12-02T16:36:53Z

yeah im currently laundrying rite now.i know u must be thinkin eww wah the hell is she doing laundrying.but yes i have no choice.well i did but i get paid so yeh.cuz my mom has been busy working so yeah i gotta keeps the house clean and shiny.lol.well i get paid and ya knwo who doesnt like gettin paid.also currently home alone.soo soo sad.wanna go to the library but its too windy and i might get blown away.lol.p.d day yesterday went no where.just waited for my 50'inch tv to come.and it did.itss sooo big.and its soo kool.like i can make the picture freeze and then i can make the tv like small diagnally and stuff.love it!lol.well nways gtg vacuumm now.laterz aligatorz.lol

:)

2006-11-27T03:37:50Z

well i'd say my weekend been awesome.on saturday went to the library n got some books n since they didnt have any good one..i decided to take a manga book.like i never thought i would actually read it and stuff but i actually like it...lol.especially "marmalade boy" gosh i want the whole series!!!lol.and i finished like the whole thing in like 2 hours with eating.lol.n yeh went to loblaws.then today went to white oaks mall.pretty big..kinda like scarborough with better stores.lol.n yeah went round.bought me easers...lol...pudding!lol.its chip ahoy kind.n i bought some other "stuff" lol.then went to the bay and bought me a ralph lauren perfume.it smelled so good.it cost me like 85 $ 96+tax.ahah that was like a early christmas present.i cant get anything else=(.n they even wrapped it for me!with a bow!lol then i got a gift card worth like $10 with a purchase of 50$ or more.so me and my mom looked round the store to look round for a sewing machine rite but then we found out they didnt even sell em.so we looked round the furniture section cuz my mom was thinkin of buyin a new sofa but we went throught the electroncs section adn we saw this lcd projection 50' inch tv.and it was like on sale and stuff with free stand and stuff and we ended up BUYING IT!omg!cant wait till it get here on friday.it take that long cuz they gotta get it from toronto!goshhh...well yeh that wah happend today.oh yeh n i ate at a&w and got a mozza burger=)lol.and they gave me coupons!well yeh i gotta go sleep now cuz im really tired from all the walking today...oh yeh n went to the body shop and smelled the essential oils n like sume of them smelled horribley horrible!lol.but peppermint and ylang ylang smelled the best.too bad i spent all my money...guess gotta wait till next week or something.

eh....

2006-11-25T03:01:06Z

hm...well nothing really aheppend today.except we had pplcome in and teach is bout disc golf.it was actually kind of fun.and then we played ultimate.its like football except with a frisbee.its so fun.except i got hurt real bad...lol.well yeh then i found out we're off next friday cuz its p.d day.omg!im excited but kinda feel sad at the same time.cuz we didnt do art for like 3 weeks now..:(i dunt know why im into art now...so weird...and yeh i keep on like designing my name in diffrent letter and ways in like everyhitng.i think im obssed.or is it just because im really bored and have nothing better to do...?lol.nways yeh wahever.my frend vanessa going to toronto for the weekend to shop.omg i wanted to come with her cath a ride or something but u know i dunt wanna be rude since i just knew her and stuff.ugh...my life is really crappy rite now..things arent going so well.i wanna move bakk so badly!!!im sooo confused now.like im doing EXCELENT!in skool.yes i know its hard to belie but i can prove it when i get my next report card...but like grades dunt really satisfy me at all.well maytbe a a little bit.but u know wah else satisfy me like 100% friends and family and now im only 50% satisfy...*sigh* i miss everyone...i just cant live my life like this no more...always moving...gosh u know its not as easy as u think....i dunt know im thinkin bout runninn away from home and be a street kid or something.i cant live like this.....!!!!i hate my life....from groups to groups to groups!ugh!i dunt think i can manage to live anymore!i mean wats the point?i dunt really make a difference at all...so why should i even be here???

GOOD MORNING!

2006-11-22T13:10:51Z

haha the first thing imma say is that ana is a lazy bum!lol.always taking the bus to skool.seessshh i have to walk for 15 minutes everyday!lol.and she sayin she gotta walk to church!lol thats only like once a week.nways finish this later.gtg take a shower.bye

PICTURE DAY!

2006-11-21T04:19:26Z

omg!today was like picture day and like it was so fun!lol.i sound like a snob...nways yeh today was picture day and then we had to take it at the end of the day rite. and then when we was lining up from tallest to shortest...i was like one of the short people!:o i was like really pissed cuz i never sat down in the first row my entire skool year well except grade 3 cuz i wanted to sit next to mah friend.and yeh.but i was lucky because they didnt have any more room at the front so they put me in the middle row!thank gooodness.today was good though..got so many compliments from da gurls from grade 8.they said "oh u look pretty today" then im like thanks. cuz u know i never like dress up when i come to skool and like i always tie my hair till now so yehh.lol i usually wear the baggy shirts and jeand and hair tied bak like grade six.lol.not my fault.why dress when theres no one to impress?lol.its true though.nways yeh thats pretty much my day.oh yeh and when we was takin individual pictures i think i messed up real bad cuz the pgotograher kept on saying "think like the models,smile!" in a kiddish way.and then he took like 3 shots instead of 2 cuz my smile was messed up due to him.lol.nways yeh i cant wait till i get mah picture!lol.n i also wanna say that kim chi noodles is good:)

FIXEDDD!

2006-11-18T20:31:13Z

lets see today wasd really boringg.went no where just stayed home on the computer all day while eating sweet chilli heat doritoes.lol.but the good thing is i fixxed my aa and my myspace and my friendster and stuff so thats a good thing.lol.after not changin my aa for like 5 months.lol.nways yeh thats pretty much how my day went.i know boring.well talked to ana and antonia and my hpilly peoples though...and yehh listened to music.omg!i swear im getin fat by the minute its not even funny.i was supposed to returned the library books but i was lazy to walk since its kinda cold and dunt feel like walking by myself cuz u know i might get raped.lol.well i guess ill just ahvet o pay the fines.nways yeh i gtg eat now cuz im hungry and cuz im just a pig.lol.nways later bitches.lol.jk!

&im really cold!

YAY!!!

2006-11-16T22:38:37Z

well yeh today was good.well so far nways.first of all it was cuz today was gum day which means u can eat gum asll day long but then u gotta pay like $1 to do that rite.yeh my teeth started to gurt by 12 so i stopped.then at like the near end of home time we did the red box.its like a box where people rite comments about other ppl in the class that did something nice.it took like 10 minutes.and i never knew wah the box was so im like oh ok i feel so guilty for not putting anything and then i knew my name wasnt gonna get called since like im new and stuff...but then towards like the end.the teacher said "putri for being kind to everyone." then im like wah!??! cuz like u know i never even knew i was a "kind" person.i supposed to be the opposite. but like yeh i wanted to find out who wrote that but u know its supposed to be an "anonymus" thing so yeh.but i think its this midget gurl in my class name emily n shes like really short like even shorter than anna may!lol.well yeh im like always noce to her and stuff so yeh.but nways we had volleyball after and then i wasnt pretty bad at all.like i actually surved the ball over the net and actually bumped it when it came to me.lol.but i couldnt volley.lol oh well at least i got better.then yeh came home and found out that i finally got my cable!!!!yay!!i got like 900 channels now.yeh yeh u can all say.wah?!!shes so lyi its not even possible to get that many channels but its true!lol.and its not rogers!its bell!lol im gey.nways yeh the only problem is that i have a really hard time finding the channels i want.lol.and yeh 2morrow is p.d day which mean no school.i dunt know wah im doing.think im gonna go to downtown with my dearest mommy.then on saturday and sunday imma stay home all by myself cuz my mom and brother is wrokin so i have like nothing to do.wanted to go visit scarborough but then only got $40...*sigh* just need like $60 bucks...lol cuz the bus cost like 45 i think and the rest is mah shoppin money!well yeh nways im like really bored rite now.like no one good is really on so im just really appearing offline...lol.nways gtg take sume more quizzes...lol.u wanna knwo why?cuz im kool when i take quizzes.lol im gey.

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2006-11-16T01:00:12Z

well had a history test today.it was about canada map and capitals...lol.i think i aced it.then we had music and now we have to pick a song and sing it in front of the class...like i cant even sing.but u know i have to try my bestest if i wanna make honor roll.lol.gotta maintain that 80 average!well theres not much goin on here.well nothinggood anyways.except we have a P.D day which mean we have no skool.its like a P.A day.so yeh and might just go to downtown.get a new glasses get old one fixed or a contact lens!yay!well nways gtg watch top model now!!

oh yehh and u know my last entry...do u think its true...u know my quiz.u think im "fun and daring"?lol.be honest if u mah frend.

quizzes!!!obssesed with em'!lol.

2006-11-15T00:40:14Z

What do your eyes say about you?

	Fun and Daring
	You've got a wild look in your eyes--and it's not just from your glittery eyeliner! From just one look people see your free-spirited, up for anything, personality shining through. Go on, give 'em a wink!

FREAKED!

2006-11-14T02:20:29Z

omg!okay so i went on myspace and then it said i got new messages and new friends request and wahever rite.then theres this one message where the guiys says lookin good sexxcii u have msn?i wann show u my cock on it.im like holy shit.and then theres this other guy whos like 22 and hes like u look pretti holla aty me if interested.im like shure i dunt even know u.and theres this other guy that said u go on but u never add me as ur friend.im like okay why would anyone wanna add ppl they dunt even know.like wf?then theres all these random ppl that wants to be my friend.like theres this gurl and she was wearing a friggin thong!lol.like yeah shure imma add her s my friend and become a lezzy.lol.yehh.and in friendster this 31 year old dude sent me a msg saying he has a good job hes very succesful and hes interested in me...lol im like nice to know.lol.seessshhh why does old ppl have to like me??why cant they just be my age??well yehh nways i swear to God never trust anyone u meet online cuz u never know man.they cvan like stalk u or wahever then they molest u and then they kill u.lol.omg!nways yehh this past week has been alright.made alot of friends.=)and i finally uploaded my pics!which is from like 2 month ago!lol.its cuz i couldnt find my cable.

quiz!

2006-11-11T15:59:31Z

What should you do with your hair?

	show your sauciness
	Hey there, whirlwind! You love expressing every side of your personality, so do that by making one (just one, girl!) of these changes. Add temporary streaks in a metallic color. Style: Braid or dread random sections. Get a short, spiky pixie cut. Looks like these will make you look even bolder, so you'll wind up feeling that way too!

stupid keyboard...

2006-11-08T03:37:46Z

rite now im typin w/ on-screen keyboard which is really annoyin...n in da m0rnin and through da whole day my whole tright hand was achinn because i was talkin to like 15 ppl yesterdy..its really hard so i just put my status as brb.lol.habe much 2 say...say it when i get my board.now i have put BENGAY due to the pain.lol.

&&&im sooooo glad 2 talk 2 my frends again(ana,anna may,andrea,antonia,annbelle,erika,&tommy)=)

NICOLE'S PATAYYY.

2006-10-29T04:07:55Z

*sigh*omg today was like the last day to spend time with my friends.it was really fun at nicoles.we played pool,ping pong,ddr(mario style)and then cards truth or dare,and other stuff.omg i cant belive todays like my last day.i didnt even have a proper goodbye with my best frend!anna may!i gotta go reach her 2morrow for shure.omg.annabelle was soo ughh todaii.lol but yehh made me do it.i cant belive he said "shure" when u guys told him.lol.well it was good though.he made my day=)lol.but he doesnt look as hot as he does in pictures.lol sryyy.nways yehh omg iam soo tired rite now.i went to nicoles at like 12.30 and then came home at 10.30 iishh.then after my mom made me pack like everyhting else that wasnt packed.ughh...and then pppl in london is gonna think im weird since my first day is gonna be on halloween!lol.too bad i cant stay here until halloween.=)it was so fun trick or treatin with ana,anna may,erika and em last year.i hope they have hot guys in london.oh yehh annabelle that is soo not true.that thing that said june=pimp-ettee.lol.well yehh i have like a long day ahead of me 2morrow.gonna be really tired.all the packinn and unpackinn.well good news is i told my mom about markham and how the house is big and then its like a developing city and then the house is cheap and everything and she seems pretty interested so who knows i might come bakk or something but then if i dunt imma tryy somehow.might visit here during christmas or something.or maybe spring break.omg!imma miss ya guys!imma be such a loner there.probably cuz london is a small city and then theres hardly any skool so ppl probably know other ppl since like jk!*sigh*every plan i had is just fckin ruined!well todayy i got a bracelet and a love letter from the lovely ivy.thanks ivy.and got a huge card and this friend thingy from marie.u know those huge cards at carltons and hallmark.omg.i felt soo soo special when i got it.lol.nways..i dunt know wah else to sayy except imma miss everyone.omg im be soo depressed.i wont have a swiming buddie anymore(ivy),a photohalic buddie(anna may),my so called look alike twin(demijel),advice person(ana,and andrea),goofy buddie(nicole),love buddie(annabelle),my bullied persons(antonia and nicole),and soo soo mcuh more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!ugh!!!!!!!!!my life is officially over!nways i have to go packk mom is bithcinn.i wont be like updating for like a long time by the way to my moving thingyss so yehh.andrea ill email u as soon as the computer is plugged bakk.=)

+++imma miss u all.i love each and every one of u=)

GOODBYEEE...

2006-10-27T21:04:55Z

*sigh*so sad today was like my last day for me at st.rose.omg it was soo sad.like i wouldnt be as sad if i didnt get all those hugs and "imma miss ya" and cards.*sigh*i never knew i was such an important person.well yehh i just realized something today.omg although i got like a million hugs today only one was special.and i got a kiss from andrea.luv yaa..lol imma miss u alot!and eveeryone elese of course.omg it was soo sad seeing everyone for like the last time.i wanted to cry but u know im not really one of those ppl that cryy only when its necessaryy.but like i reallii was though on the inside.like why u think i was so quite todai?well yehh im just glad that nicole party is 2morrow so i can still have time to hang with my friends.imma be such a loner down there.well anna may and antonia say i make friends easily but realli its not as easy as u think.like i know i made new friends and all but sometimes u thiknk about ur old friennds and like u wonder bout stuff.like oh am i still their friend?do they still rememeber me???wah would life be if i never moved?those kind of stuff.like omg.i wish i was coming bakk here for high skool.but if i dont im probably gonna see ya guys in university or something.hopefully imma go to university of toronto or yehh.i hope u guys still rememeber me?!!?i dunt wanna go to a new skool!ugh!imma be a loner plus imma have to start frsh and wah if like all the people dunt like me!??!?omg stressssssssssssssss!!!nways have soo much on my mind rite now.write em later have to go to anna mayss...